His LOVE is EXTRAVAGANT. :)

HE loves me. I know HE does. HE always does. HE never fails to let me feel that kind of love that really soothes my being. HE will do everything for me, and will give me everything I need just to make me happy. HE’s always with me everywhere I go. HE guides me and keeps me from harm. HE listens to my problems. HE doesn’t want me to bear those problems… alone.

I’m lucky that I met HIM. I’m grateful for having the chance to know HIM more. I mean, in a deeper way.

I admit, I MISS HIM, everything about HIM, everything HE does for me. I miss the times when I talk to HIM before I sleep. I miss HIS voice. I miss the way HE reminds me about HIS promises. I miss the times when HE speaks to me about my wrongdoings. HE never tolerated me of doing those. HE teaches me a lot of things. HE will never let me go on in this life without having me learned those lessons from HIM.

THAT’S THE WAY HE LOVES ME. HE gives me HIS attention. HE spends time for me. HE helps me in my studies.

AND THE MOST WONDERFUL THING ABOUT HIM?

HE WILL NEVER LET ME GO.

HE will never let anyone or anything come between US. HE won’t let them ruin the intimate relationship we have now. HIS LOVE IS EXTRAVAGANT! No one else will make me feel the joy to be loved by HIM, NO ONE.

HE keeps HIMSELF closer to me. But it’s me who seems to choose to be distant from HIM. It’s hard. It’s very difficult for me to be in this kind of situation. I’m out of track. I’m heading nowhere. I can’t find ways to go back to HIM again.

I need HIM. I always do. I know HE’ll help me get through this. HE’ll never let me go astray. I want to feel HIS presence. HE’s the very reason why life is worth living for.

For it is HIM, GOD, who gave me this life, and has a plan to let me experience the joy the world offers. But I know, life is meaningless without knowing HIM in this existence.

LORD, I’m coming back! I know that YOU’ll welcome me again with Your hands wide open. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

YOU ARE TRULY A GOD OF SECOND CHANCES.